Moving

So i know i have only been back in cali for like 2 years, but im moving agian. to washington. Yes Uncle erik and Aunt helen i will be going to visit portland.. i really wish i could live in your old house :( anyways i leave at the end of the month and i am very excited.
Hope every one had a great thanks giving.

If only i have money :(

So Coty and I both play a game called World of Warcraft...

There are these things called FigurePrints, which are basically 3-D figures of the charaters we play, you enter your email and every month they do a drawing, and pick emails at random to see who will win....

AND I DID!!!! however it cost 129$+taxes and shipping and handeling... so i dont think im going to get it.... :( sad

Cellphones should be banned ...............

And this is why

DEADLY COLLISION - Rescue crews continue to work on the wreckage of a Metrolink commuter train, Saturday in Chatsworth. Emergency crews found more victims early Saturday in the mangled wreckage of the commuter train that smashed head-on into a freight train, raising the death toll to 25 in the deadliest U.S. passenger train accident in 15 years.

Valley teen among train wreck deaths

Palmdale High graduate was award winner, star student
This story appeared in the Antelope Valley PressSunday, September 14, 2008.
By DENNIS ANDERSON and CHARLES F. BOSTWICK Valley Press Editors

CHATSWORTH - An 18-year-old Palmdale college student on his way to visit his girlfriend was among the two dozen Metrolink train passengers killed in Friday's head-on collision with a freight train.
Jacob Hefter, a 2008 Palmdale High School honor graduate who had just started his freshman year at California State University Long Beach, was identified Saturday as one of the casualties of the train wreck, which was described as the worst in the United States in 15 years.
"He was one of our simply greatest examples from the academy," said Mike Hanlon, who was one of Hefter's instructors at Palmdale High's Health Careers Academy. "He was a sharp kid."
Hefter was due to get off the train at the next stop, Hanlon said.
Minutes earlier he had called his girlfriend, a California State University, Northridge student, to let her know he was arriving, his former teacher said.
Hefter had attended Health Careers Academy classes all four years at Palmdale High. At Cal State Long Beach, he was majoring in physical therapy.
Funeral arrangements have not been settled, but relatives expects a service to be held late this week.
An informal memorial service is scheduled from 6 to about 7:30 p.m. today in the gymnasium at Palmdale High, 2137 East Ave. R, according to family friend and Palmdale High teacher Deb DiMeglio.
"It will just be an opportunity for anybody to come and share anything and express any feelings that they have," DiMeglio said.
Hefter and his two older brothers, Jordan and Jared, grew up in Palmdale, the sons of Alan and Angela Hefter. Their mother is a Health Careers Academy coordinator. For three consecutive years, Hefter won a medal in cardiopulmonary resuscitation in the state Health Occupation Students of America competition, Hanlon said. Last spring he was honored as one of the Antelope Valley's high school graduates with 4.0 grade-point averages.
Last January, Hefter and three classmates organized Palmdale High's two-day "Every 15 Minutes" presentation, which staged a simulated car crash outside the campus to illustrate the dangers of drinking and driving.
In March, he and other Palmdale High emergency medical technician class students went through a training session at the Los Angeles County Fire Department's North County Training Center, where they practiced removing a mannequin from a wrecked vehicle.
At the Chatsworth wreck, search teams completed their recovery of bodies by midafternoon Saturday, at which time the fatality count was put at 24. That total later grew to 25 when another victim died in a hospital.
A total of 135 people were injured, with 81 transported to hospitals in serious or critical condition. There was no overall condition update available Saturday, but a telephone survey of five hospitals found nine of 34 patients still critical, The Associated Press reported.
The crash was reported at 4:23 p.m. Friday on a curving section of track near Heather Lee Lane, south of the 118 Freeway and east of Topanga Canyon Boulevard, City News Service reported.
The Metrolink locomotive engine was pulling the passenger train, and when it smashed into the freight train, the locomotive was forced backward into the trailing passenger car, and both toppled over, igniting flames. At least seven cars from the freight train derailed, although most remained standing in accordion fashion across the tracks. Both trains were traveling at about 40 mph.
City News Service quoted a Metrolink spokeswoman as saying that the Metrolink engineer apparently made the mistake that caused the head-on collision.
Metrolink spokeswoman Denise Tyrell said it appeared that a contract employee failed to wait at a siding for the freight train to pass.
"We are deeply sorry and we are totally at a loss, this is a new situation for Metrolink," Tyrell said.
"At this moment we must acknowledge that it was a Metrolink engineer that made the error that caused yesterday's accident."
National Transportation Safety Administration officials are investigating the crash. NTSB officials says two data recorders have been recovered from the wrecked Metrolink engine, and a combination video/data recorder has been recovered from the wrecked Union Pacific locomotive.
No final determination of the cause of the wreck is expected for a year, NTSB officials said

















The driver of this trian was text messaging, his last message went out at 4:29pm and the crash accourd at 4:30pm. He failed to stop at the red light given to him at the station to wait for the frieght train to pass. 222 people on the metro and 3 on the frieght train, 135 where injured and 25 dead, among them Jacob who was 18 and another student who was also 18.


I knew jacob and his family, his mom was my teacher in high school. it sickens me that some one willing risked the lives of others for his own entertainment. Jacob had just graduated this past may.

Today

Michael leaves for the Airforce

5 more days till my Birthday, whats everyone getttin me?

So close i can taste it!

10 days til 21 =D=D=D

Here we go again

12 days till 21

When the rich wage war its the poor who die

/FACEPALM......

I get so amazingly paranoid sometimes i want to slap myself. but that hurts. i know he loves me because he tells me so and he is still here after all my crap, im not the easiest person to live with =D i wonder if ****** just says stuff to purposly make me mad, i wonder if she is a neglegtful mother just to irratate the hell out me. i wonder if i am crazy... there is a good chance of that though. it does run in the family =D

So i start school agian on the 25th ... less then a week away. and im looking forward to it, but that will pass, you know how you always look forward to the first day of school, and then it comes and goes and you pretty much want the year to be over? yeah thats how i work. Work, starts soon too. i got a job working as a one on one out here at one of the elementry schools, mom got a job in the same place .... pays 11.95 an hour, but only for three and half hours a day, which is ok seeing as how if i dont clean this place is a disaster. Loren is looking forward to being in school agian too.. and so i am i.... man 3 year olds these days know more then they ought too. this kid has a mouth to match mine, even rival it, in a talk back sorta way.

I try to make as much as i can seem intersting in my life, it gets to be hard though. i only live in boring old california... ill start posting more once school starts, makes things alot more exciting,..

My ear hurts ...

So does my head.
I know I whine alot. I go in tomorrow to get my eyes checked agian, the doctor told me last week that I had corneal edema, that my corneas are slightly hazy, so he prescribed me 3 different eye drops that I have been useing for the past week. it was really hard to keep up on them, every hour for one, three hours for another and then 4 times a day for the last one. Hopefully he tells me that the eye drops helped other wise he will have to refer me to a surgen because he thinks it might be retinal detachment.... super scary

I go back to school on the 25th taking class to get my teachers cert, and i also go re-cert for my EMT in september...

Im almost 21, i cant wait, because im such a big drinker :) Not really

So its been decided

Coty and I decided to change the date of our wedding to July 23rd 2009. gives us some more time to save some $$$

hope everyone is doing good..

My Family

So just as a kind of backround thing for some, Coty and i have been together now a year and half going on too in Febuary, which is also when we are gettin married =D He has two beautiful little girls, Alyssa who is two and Loren who is three, we are talking about starting our own, but not for while so dont worry.

I have had my license for a few years now, i remeber how much my uncle wanted me to get it.

I have my own apartment, and ill be 21 in a matter of weeks, aww im all grown up.. i also a my own little kitten, we found her and raised her by bottle feeding her, now she thinks she is a person.

Well more to come later, here are some pictures for you to enjoy

Just strating

Just decided to start this so some of my other family can know whats going on =D